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| 99.9% of people are ANNOYING ,
whining and complicated...but i consider myself a less annoying one :)) also i don't even bother to be around any annoying gossip wh*res.
as i said before i don't have many friends, i just think people are annoying and Gladly there's no such person in my little circle of friends. it's too damn hard to find someone who don't complain or talk shits all the damn time.Well we just don't really care what others think or say, simply let them wait till we give a fuck about them.
and....it's simple, we usually hang out together and have fun...like bunch of morons ;)
i laugh only when i'm with them.../laughing like an idiot/...oh also it's fucking awesome to insult each other in a very sarcastic and friendly way...no one gets hurt, fun is all that matters.
99.9999% of girls are TOOO DAMN ANNOYING i hate to be around them. My classmates are all girls....whining , insecure , stupid , shallow , back stabbing , talkative , gossiping shits /in all honesty/ i actually like only one girl. Who doesn't talk much but we usually have a good conversation...yeah she's a completely different person but i still like her.( some annoying faces and rants ) | |
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| Okay so, I've received these questions through LJ and Formspring , few ones are from FB over 5 or 6 months.
I've deactivated my formspring forever ago, because there were too many anonymous questions , i just didn't like to answer to creepers :P
I don't know if the creepers read my journal here or not, but yeah...here they are,
#1 What kind of music do you listen? /common and insensitive question/
-seriously i don't want to mention everything i listen to, but let me make this clear, I love to hear the harsh either soft sounds that represents Darkness itself.
2# How do you make friends?
-well whoever asked this question must be separated from life outside of his/her room. Sorry no offense, I talk and communicate with them...simple as that, and yes...I'm not that fucking popular person who's surrounded by fans. I have few companions, i didn't choose them...the time introduced them to me.
3# Seen you're into black metal , what was your first song/band (black metal)?
- I clearly remember...It was Emperor, and the first song i heard was Majesty of the Nightsky....and then Satyricon , Darkthrone , oh yeah Burzum...so the list goes on...
Oh my , i don't want to start babble about Black metal, no..not now
#4 How would you describe yourself? /another common question/
- I barely have words to describe myself, i mean...i'm still on my journey to discover my inner self...i see many people easily come out with some adjective words about them...i can do that too...but you know it won't be enough still. So i'd like to answer this question later to myself :)
#5 Funny question , What animal would you want to be?
- maybe a bird? or a wolf? ...definitely someone's been expecting i'd say cat? even though i love cats but No , being cat is not interesting!
#6 What annoys you most?
- most definitely humans lol
#7 What music you're into at the moment?
- i see this question is over a half year old , so as i remember i've been into post black and shoe-gaze
..and now I'm into the old stuffs i used to listen...nothing is so good compared to the old classy gems ;)
#8 Favorite season of a year , weather , part of a day? /3 question in one sorry i'm lazy to answer them separately/
- Autumn , foggy or cloudy , night and dawn.
#9 How old are you? /common really common question indeed!/
- does that really interest you? i'm much younger than your unborn brother ;) , how does that make you interested?
#10 Where are you from?
- hallo da, human! i'm from Saturn, I'd like to know how's the life on earth? and i'm glad to say that i'll visit you humans next year with my cousin from Mars ;)
.....well this is it, there are few questions remaining unanswered, but they're way too crushed into my privacy like, do you have a boyfriend bla bla...
oh and a note to the People who friends me here in LJ. I'm not accepting any of them , it's pointless since most of my posts are in public. I'm no friend either a foe of yours...so let me keep this state ;) - Music:Silencer - Sterile Nails And Thunderbowels
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| Well i was just dropping by a pet store to buy some cat food, then i came across to this sweet face and there was no way to avoid from adopting her...I haven't given her a name yet, because my mind is full of shits and have many crappy assignments to do, so i'll think about a suiting name for her after get rid of my shits... | |
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| Well, i've almost forgotten my crappy little diary thing,
There are lots of shits to write but...my brain is not functioning correctly and am being lazy...so maybe later or never.
As i say it's been a quite while since the last time i made a post here....i'd like to note 3 things here :D
first , the past few months were quite busy and on the other hand it's been peaceful...i mean no fucking idiot stalkers or annoying conformists. Also being busy has some positive side /for me/ , like having not so much time for crappy thoughts /ah maybe this may sounds like cheating myself but whatever/
second, have been little bit of trying something different, not so successful but it had a satisfying result. +EXP huh?
third. had a new kitten , it wasn't planned...sudden decision and no regret or no turning back. /i'm on my way to become a crazy cat lady perhaps?/ two is always better than one!
..........so that's all i can mention right now, besides summer holiday's coming but the weather doesn't really seem to be any close to summer :| , but who cares , must survive only 2 weeks so i can be free from those annoying bullshits for a little while /actually 4 months :D/
Okay , when the summer holiday starts i'll switch my sleeping schedule to what it is supposed to be..../Sleep Issues my number one health problem since.....ALWAYS/ | |
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| I feel so inhuman, pointing out some people's weaknesses and flaws. I treated them like low animals and considered them pity.
But i do know no one's perfect and i've never done that for no reason. i mean...I wouldn't have started treating them like that if they didn't start to tease me. /Poke me with your finger and i'll fierce you with my words/ , the worse thing is i still find confident.
Well somehow , i feel sorry for few people,
Sorry for being inhuman and treating you bad
But don't make me think you guys are pathetic, you're the one who made me feel this bad about you.
Think about it twice , did i define you so bad when you're just sitting there with no harm?
Think now thrice , did i show any false pretend like you short-minds did?
If you still don't get it , I'm utter right about you, /taking back my apologies/
Scratch my back and i'll stab your eyes <3
and P.S i only tell the truths but you don't , so keep burning and make yourselves pity
ooohh and btw, don't make me a "grammar nazi" please improve your damn english. or just act normal and speak your native language, PEACE and sorry
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| We both know we became buddies since we were little bastards who don't know much else than games,
and as we grow older , we share each others pain and discovering the things in common, as we know each other more and more , it made us closer....much closer. Even though our personality is completely different, our attitude and feelings for each other are same...like always.
I know , sometimes we become instantly enemies just because of little argument on a simple thing...but after a few days we back into normal , like "Heeyy duude supp?"...the point is, both of us have never sworn any curse and revenge, i know i'm quick tempered /a little bit childish/ sometimes...and you're patient enough to understand it...and you know i can't stand any fakeness or betrayals...
I know i became angry just because you didn't pick up your phone HAHA! but it was just a little bit of separation anxiety, because you've been with me everytime when i felt so down and depressed...and that day i've been seeking your presence...but you weren't around...
i know , i know....i frustrated and felt betrayed without considering your reason....I may have hurt your feelings and so...
Forgive me my darkling, forgive me for being selfish, i am the selfish one not you...even though we're fine like we were. But i still feel guilty,
So take my apologize, you're the only one that showed me the meaning of "friend"
Together we play , we listen , we laugh and troll people...even we hate everybody and everything together.../like haters gonna hate!/
so no one can replace you hun,
and SORRY BRO!! /bro haha okay sorry duude , no sorry Hun , no Sorry Assy!!/
okay let's kick some ass together!! | |
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| Upcoming Album of Alcest and the samples shown up
People's Reaction:
OMG , so beautiful
so awesome
breath-taking
whyy so soothing and beautiful?
I LOVE ALCEST!
NEIGE IS SO HANDSOME....
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My Reaction:
:(((( most of those damn fan-girls would never understand why i'm extremely sad
I really love Alcest , and i hate to compare the stuffs they made....but no.....i mean Souvenirs D'un Autre Monde is kind of softer than Écailles de Lune but it's still catchy....i clearly say that Écailles de Lune was the BEST SOUND of Alcest....without the harsh grim vocal and fast flowing like beats...Alcest is whole POP now...i know many people will hate me for calling Les Voyages De L'Âme a POP album. I heard the samples and the full song with video clip and they were like listening french version of Old Silver Key with a touch of harmony...I'm just sad i ever hoped Neige will do some "post-atmospheric black metal" but instead he made "dreamy shoe-gazing pop" that every single person on this earth can say the same thing about it....which means they took another step to commercial scene....on the other hand, it's hard to guess what's in the musician's head, seems neige's still full of entertaining spirit, GOOD GOOD, i appreciate that...literally that's the only reason to love Alcest for now....
and to the fan girls , what if "handsome dude" starts to play nu-metal shit? i bet you'd still love him because you only care about his long hair and sweet face.... :( | |
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| Freu mich!! finally finished some of my homeworks. There are few more to do but with this mood i can do anything *i guess*
But fuck this heavy snowing weather! I hate the sound of stepping on snow , don't know why...also during days, it's too damn bright and Irritating my eyes x(
Recently i found out there's someone who's trying to add me on facebook with different accounts and copied all bands on my last.fm library. I don't care whoever it is, simply i've blocked every account he/she made.
But copying my last.fm library is just stupid and annoying! well it would be really ok if my music taste could be some discovery to her/him. despite that, he/she just "automatically" adds anything he/she could see in my library...that's pointless.
and I'm pretty sure he/she reads this!
and to my Sweet Idiot Stalker(s)
YOU'VE FAILED LOL.....that's all i can say :|
also one thing i don't really understand. Is it really obvious and necessary to stalk someone by internet or anyways? Don't they have life as well? Sure this usage of internet is out of limit i guess.
Oh well whatever, i don't care.
But truly i think i'm losing my interest on writing anything on here, i don't treat anyone as a stalker on the internet if you really want to "friend" me at least say hello first...nobody enters other's house without knock'knock and saying hello right?
Just as you know, i don't treat anyone as a "reader" here. You name it /but i don't/ You read it /but i don't care/
Anyways i have to say "thank you" for your time on this right? let me be little more "cyber-polite"....so THANK YOU
Nevermind,
I'm here with some music suggestion,
Agrypnie - a band i've been listening for a quite while. Reeally , reeally awesome band indeed :->, their first album was OK and the second one just blew me away...and waiting for the third one. EP for upcoming album has been released and i've already heard it.
And there was this song which i can't get enough with it /i'm listening it again and again/.
Ethereal Beauty - i first saw this name on post black metal compilation album titled "The World comes to an End in the End of journey"
and there were two songs from this artist. This one helped me get through my crappy homeworks today :D actually the whole album is great.
okay i hope this would be a little help specially for the "automatic library copier" ;)
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| Hatred is more difficult to handle than Love, both are unlimited....but better to keep the "love" for only those you really adore. Wasting your ambitions won't worth anything...
1. Animals , Pets /specially cats and dogs, they can be the best friends , companions more than any human beings ever could be/
2. Music and Arts /my medicine , dope , morphine , pain killer and more.../
3. Nature /i have a strong bond with mother earth/
4. Summer nights /starry nights...!!/
5. Rainy days /love the smell and the sound it makes/
6. Autumn leaves /actually love the whole autumn/
7. Dawns and Dusks
8. Forests and mountains / specially the smell of forest...*day dreaming*/
9. Clear blue sky
....let me get into more life stuffs
10. Coffee in the morning or evening or whatever i love coffee
11. Cupcakes /cake is for fatties huh?/
12. Sleeping for whole day / ich bin kind der nacht :D/
13. Walking with my headphones on / i'm deaf until you come to poke me/
14. Tolkien World / my obsession that's all/
15. Video games :D / been in love with it for over ummm 9 years or maybe even longer/
16. My cat ?
17. Drinking beers and wine / but not that often/
18. Taste of blood , works fine when i accidently get cuts / it may sounds strange or funny but trust me there are many types of flavors haha/
...and more into the people
19. Open minded mostly people who share same music taste with me
20. Skinny people hahaha =)) / but i'm serious/
21. Beards / if i were a dude i'd probably grow my beard/
22. Long hair on both girls and guys / i'm pretty jealous of my brother's hair , longer than mine :(/
23. My play , listening , drinking - mate / been together for 9 years , the first thing that united us was Video game haha/
24. Having arguments with my bro and kicking his ass / sorry bro , you're the only one can be my anger-dumpster, Love ya!!/
25. Staring at someone until he/she gets really akward and feels uncomfortable / one of my favorite activity :D , i call it "eye-impact" and it works perfect on those who act fake/
26. ummm Basically staring at someone's eyes / yeaay eye-contact!!/
27. once i started talking about eyes, I have to say that i really love green and grey eyed people ^^
28. People have a sense of humor /by that i didn't mean the "clowns" who make jokes by EVERYTHING, that would be annoying/
29. ah yes Movies /except for comedies/
30. Reading books while cuddling with my cat / mentioning my cat again/
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| Flauschig und Weiß
Weich und Pur
ach wie schön noch so kalt....
jede Schneeflocke fällt wie ein zerbrochenes Stück meiner Erinnerung,
ach wie traurig aber ruhig....
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